Everyone on Instagram has been posting their #2017bestnine collages as the year is coming to an end. So I tried it for myself and the result was this-
It made me go- “What the actual fuck!”. I mean, the whole year I went places, drew so many drawings, shoot so many pictures, gone through thousands of emotions, had life-changing events but my best of nine moments are my own selfies which have most of the likes. So, with my never-ending struggle to prove that I’m more than a pretty face, I came up with a self-made list of #2017bestnine. I don’t want a software to decide what these nine pictures should be, no matter how many likes each picture has.
#9 When this butterfly let me take its picture and it turned out to be a very cool wallpaper.
#8. When I polished my editing style this year.
#7. When I was at the right place and at the right time and captured this moment along with the emotions.
#6. That time when I could put on paper what its like to deal with anxiety and accept that it really is all in my head.
#5. That moment when I finally did accept defeat and created this journal to initiate my self-recovery.
#4. When I finally realized who I have been and who I actually am.
#3. When I started finding beauty in every little simple thing and it changed my whole perspective.
#2. When I came back to life and there was a whole new world out there, just waiting for me.
#1. When I created this simple art piece that helped me in every moment of my life and made me realize that it’s completely fine not being enough.